Tuesday, April 08, 2008

Wishes

I remember wen I was in 3rd standard...I used to take god's name for hours and hours...
And I had a long list of wishes...Some of them were 'Happiness for my family','No diary remarks for the next day'(Used to get alot) and 'God plz make me magician(Yeah strange but true..But I was obsessed with magic I guess)...

Then things changed...I stopped prayin (Dunno the exact reason...But may be I was too lazy)...And the wishes changed... I started wishin bout myself more and less for my family...I want this I want that, I want to become a pilot, I wanna come first in class ,I want a GF blah blah...I dunno the exact phase but may be it was 7-8 years back...

Sigh...Man these wishes...God must be too tired I guess...I wonder how he handles soo many wishes (Thats around 10 wishes per dayX 600 million ppl)...

Hmm..Nevermind...At this moment of time...Strangely...I wish for nothing...I want nothing more from my life...I feel like I have reached the saturation point...

It can look/sound good from one angle...As I m pretty happy...But on the other hand...I feel lost...Feels like I m reliving the same day again and again...Nothing new happening...No challenges(Not my kind of challenges atleast)...
Need some challenge man...Need some motive...
I wish for a motive...........

DoomsDay 2moro

No..College is good..No problem..
Mom dad fine too..No problem with them either...

The problem is that my nephew will be comin from hyderabad 2moro...
And man...Hez one of the worst nephew I have ((Actually hez the only nephew I have...But I prefer callin him the worst nephew)..

Ppl generally ask me y do I hate him soo much...After all M his Uncle (Uncle :| OMFG!)
Coz wen he comes...He orders me...He disturbs me...And worst part...He takes control of my computer (Yes its true)...

And even after all that...I cant even slap him hard...And if I do that..I m the culprit..Damn him...
Anywayz..That doesnt mean that I dont love him :\
I really love him while he is in Hyd..But In Bombay...Hez nothin but a pain in the butt..
Anywayz..I think I m prepared for him..I mean how bad a 10 year old can be :|